I haven't written in a while. I can't say it's because I've been feeling really great - not even close. Writing used to come so easily for me in times of trouble....now it seems pretty pointless. I haven't wanted to deal with what is really going on in my life and unless I want to make this blog fictional, writing wasn't going to help my denial. But denial wasn't helping either so.....I'm back.
Things have been hard lately - not gonna lie. Yesterday I bought a self-help book and at first I felt empowered by the things I was reading and relating to but now I feel so much more discouraged. So much more damaged. I have a lot of work to do. And no idea of how to do it.
It's late and I should probably go to bed but I want to write more tomorrow. I just want everthing to be ok again.
~Marly
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